Dreamed I watched a whole wedding without once raising the camera

The ceremony's happening in a small white church and I'm just sitting there, hands empty, arms open on my lap. The bride's grandmother turns around and smiles at me like I'm a guest, and I don't feel the urge to document anything. Later the rain comes and everyone laughs and runs inside, and the camera is just on a chair by the door, getting wet, and somehow I'm okay with it.